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Dear Isaiah,
You were just laying there in your crib swaying left from
right, i wanted to hold you so much, but apart of me just
felt something wasn't right. In the middle of the night I
heard you cry it was so painful so i went into you and seen
you gasping for air, i woke mom & dad up to take you to the
hospital they had said to me that you have a life
threatening disease.
All i could
was cry at the time i thought my only little brother is only
11 months old and his life is nearly over, there was so many
things i wanted to do with you so you came home that night i
held you in my arms gave you a warm bath, just tipping the
water slowly over your head bring tears to my eyes thinking
this maybe the last time we ever do this. I'm sorry your
life has been cut short i know deep down inside of me that
you will always be respected and loved by all of us here.
The next day i walked into your room just about to bring you
your bottle of milk until i took one step into the room and
dropped the bottle i ran up to the crib and screamed so loud
i just seen you laying there not breathing moving or
anything, Isaiah i just i'm sorry i didn't do or have so
many more good times with you, we didn't have a lot of time
and i'm sorry, if i could have just 1 wish, it would for you
to be back here with me, mom & dad. Mom and dad took it
pretty hard but i hurt the most you were the only one who
understood me and i could talk to about anything, i just
feel i could be myself around you and you would just listen
to me, but now since you have gone it just feels like i'm
starting life from scratch i have no one who understands me
as much as you did.
I love you
Isaiah you will always be my little angle i'm sorry your
life was so short. i miss you so much darling, please never
forget me i know i will never forget you ever and that's a
promise...
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