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Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice but
falling in love with you I had no control over....I remember
the first day when i saw him in class. He was wearing white
shirt and black pant. I just looked at him and was impressed
by his personality....... days passed........... and just a
hello hi sort of conversation continued. In November he sent
me an SMS. I messaged him and asked " who are you". He
called me and informed. Then we used to send forwarded
messages to each other. Sometimes he used to comment on
those messages and i felt very nice. One day he added me on
orkut. Daily i used to look at his pics for hours. I dont
know why i used to look but i felt something for him. Then
we started chatting and there was a sort of excitement. We
even started talking on phones. The whole day i used to wait
for the night so that we can chat. we became friends but my
feelings for him grew more and more as the time passed. Then
one evening he called and asked "can we meet?" . It was an
unexpected surprise for me which changed my whole life. I
said yes!!!!!!!!!! and we met at lake. It was cold out
there. He came running..........my heart started beating at
full speed. We started walking ...........he was a bit fast.
I wanted to tel him to be lil slow but i didnt. I became
speechless. I wanted to look into his eyes but i looked here
and there...............infact on everthing except him. We
came back to parking area and he sat on my kinetic
................and i sat behind him and took a small round
of that area. That was toooooooooo romantic but i was
pretending to be normal. We went back to our homes
............And i recalled every moment spent together again
and again. We met again at lake. He was with his friend. We
ate petty and my hands started shivering though i was warm
enough....... he jumped and told his friend...........i felt
shy as if i did something wrong. His friend went and we both
sat.......lake never seemed to me so beautiful as i felt at
that time. We both were sitting closely..... I wanted to say
You are what I never knew I always wanted........ Next time
we went in a garden. He had to go back home also but he was
not in a hurry. He asked me suddenly " What is going on
between us". I became confused ......smiled and didnt gave
any reply. He asked me again and again but i was silent. I
couldnt sleep at night..........! I was in love! After he
came back from his home, we met again in a garden. It was
dark all around ....... He said that nothing can happen. All
my hopes were shattered. I came back home and cried a lot. I
felt as if i am worthless.............not good for anything.
Every time i used to open my orkut account i could see him.
So i decided to delete him so that i can forget him. He used
to message me n i used to reply. I always felt nice whenever
he used to send me a message. I again added him on orkut and
said sorry with the add request. He called me on new year
and said we will meet when he comes back. I again started
thinking about him........we met.......on 26th January at
his residence. We played all sorts of games. Then suddenly
he said " what if i kiss you?" . I became numb........ I
said " i know you will not do". He remained very busy with
his office work so i never forced him to meet me frequently.
We met on 10th feb (his birthday) for five minutes. It was
drizzling. I didnt wanted to say bye but i had to........ We
met again in March on Holi. That was the turning point of
our relationship........where our eyes said everything to
each other. The most eloquent silence.........where only
love existed. We met again and again and came more
close..............more...................more n more.
Actually, there is no remedy for love but to love more.
Whenever I meet him.... I feel the same charm as I felt on
the first day. I want to be with him forever n ever n
ever............! Amen!
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