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one day I was walking down the street when a gorgeous man
approached me and asked me for my number. So I said yeah and
gave it to him. he called me that night and we talked for
hours. he told me how beautiful I was and he wanted to get
to know me. so he took me out two days later and we had a
wonderful night. I never felt that way about anyone before.
I felt that feeling. that feeling you get when you have
butterflies in your stomach and its like they almost hurt.
so we went out on a couple more dates before we decided to
make it official. about a year and a half later I got
pregnant and before I even told him he proposed. I was going
to tell him that night. it was so weird. from that night on
I knew it was definitely meant to be. After I had the baby
and lost all that weight we got married. we had a huge
wedding and went on a wonderful honey moon in Paris.
somewhere I always wanted to go. one night, on our daughters
first birthday, he went out on a cold stormy night to buy
our baby girl a cake. he was gone for an hour before I
started to worry. I called his phone at least a hundred
times in a row. he never came home that night. my daughters
first b day was all messed up cause she wanted her daddy and
I got no sleep. I started to assume he was cheating. I cried
the whole night long. the police arrived at my house at
exactly 6:36 in the morning and told me my husband got in a
car crash and died. I had so much running through my head. I
was in denial but how was I going to tell my baby her daddy
died? and how was I going to deal with it? I felt as if my
life was over. I thought about committing suicide but I
didn't want my daughter to grow up with no mother or father.
now its three years later and nobody else has came into my
life. I don't want anyone else. all I want is for him to
walk through that door with my daughters cake and tell me he
loves me once more. and for us to celebrate sabrinas bday
all night long. and for us to open presents and take
pictures like he had planned. but I know its impossible for
my wish to come true. but I love you Mike and I always will.
me and Sabrina miss you deeply. |
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