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Crying on
my bed was what i can do that night i had no choice he
called to say that he went out with another girl. whats more
was there to happen know??? i was thinking. i am ready to
leave my everything for him but he is already leaving me!!
what am i suppose to do??? the night was hard but i took a
decision that i am not going to contact him anymore and let
him live the life he want to live.
with my decision days past one by one. he rarely act as
anything wrong, but all the when i have to face him i just
melt myself a lot. wishing i don't have to meet him. things
never work according the way we want that i realize when
this unexpected stranger step in my life.
he is tall, dark, fun loving, caring. first we meet in
hospital when my cousin was admitted and i was there with
her. slowly he started calling me.. then for those seven
days we spend in hospital he was always there for me. i
don't know he was secretly taking a place in my life and in
my heart.
to think for that i had no time. i got my owned life
tangled. which i was trying to untangle each night calling
to my friends talking about my x bf. asking them whether
they heard from him or not. all these time this stranger was
by my side giving me support that everything will be OK
soon.
the day we got discharge he was there but he was lost in
somewhere else. i kept asking him whats wrong? he was saying
that just tiredness of the night he will be fine. when i
returned to my daily live it was hard again cox i had to
face the hardness of my untangled life. but between all
these one good thing that happened to be was the care n
support i receive from the stranger. he used to call me, and
sometimes he wants to meet me too. but i was not ready for
that he never forced me to do that.
without knowing i was drown to the stranger i started
texting him back, calling him when i am free. he took a
place in like as a best friend whom i share my everything.
we started meeting soon. the time we spend together was the
best times i ever had.
one night when we met he said me to lets go for a ride.
without any hesitation i answered yes and off we go. he
stopped in front of an apartment and said would you mind to
dine with my family tonight. i was in a shock but said yes..
i don't know why???
when we rang the front door a middle age women opened the
door, she had a lovely smile and was saying welcome happily.
in dinner table i first meet his family. he was the only boy
in family.. he had a sister who is married and a younger
sister who is studying in primary School. his father was a
business man. his mother was a house wife.
when dinner was over we had a chitchat over dinner table.
his mother was so good to me and caring just like him. they
had great family relationship between each other i was
shocked that how easy they were. around eleven he dropped me
to my home. i thank him for the wonderful dinner and the
night.
after that night i felt my heart started beating again and
it all was so strange to me.. i started thinking he is my
best friend, how can i think about him like this. he will
feel bad is if he knows that i am falling in love with him.
may be he has a girl friend. what an i suppose to do know?
with all these in my mind i had no courage to take to him so
i started ignoring him. avoiding his calls.
then one day when i came back to home after class he was in
my house with cousin. when i entered the house cousin
shouted see who is here, he came to visit us after so long.
without saying a word i made my way to my room but before i
could close the door he entered the room and set on my bed
while i was standing near door.
he started talking
he," so why you avoiding my calls now a days, got a new boy
friend ahaa?"
me," nothing like that.. i am just busy.."
he," well i see that? you know something my family really
likes you a lot they are elegy waiting when then can meet
you? "
me," i am busy know a days i will let you know when i am
free!"
he," hey don't be standing there come here and sit down, its
your house your room, why you acting wired?
i just as a good girl go and set in my bed. then he took my
hand is his hand and said u know something i haven't sleep
since you started avoiding me.. i use to think what i did
wrong that your avoiding me.. soon i felt tears on my hand i
couldn't control myself and hugged him he hugged me too.
then slowly i started talking its that i don't think its
right.
i am drown to you like a magnet, i just don't know whats
wrong with me??? may be my feeling are more than a friend to
you. I LOVE YOU. i really LOVE YOU.. i am sorry if i said
anything that hurts you..
he looked at me and said you know from the first day i saw
you i felt in love with you.. and i am waiting for this day
this moment my sweetheart. I LOVE YOU TOO.. he took my face
in his face in his hand and we kissed... |
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