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I'll make this short and sweet because I'm still trying to
get through
the next hour without getting hysterical crying. My daughter
is going
into her last year of Nursing school. She's a very bright
and well liked
young lady. For the past few months I have been suspicious
about her sexual orientation. She went away with all her
high school friends this past weekend along with a new
friend who is not from the area. When I first met the girl a
couple of weeks ago I said to my husband that I thought she
might be lesbian. When she came home from her long weekend
the girl came in my home again...when she left I said to my
daughter...Is she lesbian? My daughter said yes and then I
proceeded to ask her if she was.....she said yes! Even
though I was thinking she might have been I was not prepared
for that answer. I was devastated! I cried all day today. I
went out and drove around for awhile just to get my thoughts
together. Well I can't get my thoughts together. My daughter
had one of her friends pick her up and I'm sure she won't be
back till I go to bed. We haven't said two words to each
other all day. I am the mother of 5 children(4 boys, one
girl) she is the youngest. She is my life and now I feel
like my life has been taken away from me. My husband and my
other children haven't said a thing. It doesn't seem to
phase them.....meanwhile I feel like my best friend died. I
don't know what to do. It hurts so bad. |
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