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Being a homosexual is hard for me. I do watch my parents
like a hawk, looking for any evidence that they may be
homophobic or judgmental about gay people.
I have seen my mother stare at a gay couple adding a comment
to my father. Watching tv showing a homosexual couple in
love, the look on my parents face is a disgusted, horror
look with hands to eyes to cover.
This has made me feel uncomfortable, depressed, and not
relaxed. After seeing how my parents treat gay people, makes
me treat my parents how they treat gay people in a
disrespectable way.
They always wondered why I give them a hard time, it hurts
me to see them hurt and also they hurt me to see their
feelings on homosexuals as disgusting.
I always wonder how I would confront my parents about
myself. And to think whether they would accept me, think
different towards me as in push me away from them or still
love me as the same child as I have been all their life.
But to say, I'm proud to be a lesbian. My task is to
confront my parents some day about myself when the time.
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